I got a phone call from Nicole Narain

Yes it's true Playboy playmate Nicole Narain called me tonight on my cell. She was feeling generous with her fans tonight and I think I was one of three lucky winners. It was short and sweet but it was Nicole Narain. There is some beauty that is haunting, some that are fightining hers is paralyzing.

Blogging/Grief and Vegas

I don't blog often. I have a few on my MySpace page, mostly poetry. I especially haven't posted anything since losing my S/O in May. As some of you may know her life was taken in an act of violence. To be honest the only reason I'm posting now is because I've read somewhere that 'talking' about your grief is supposed to be therapautic. For the most part I guess I've been dealing okay although everyone once in a while I do get very depressed. For some reason the passing of a co-workers mother set off a bout of depression recently.





What I've decided to do is focus on something positive. I've always wanted to travel and this year I finally decided to do it. In January I took my first trip to Vegas/AEE, for those of you that don't know what AEE is it's the Adult Entertainment Expo. Hey call me a perv if you want but I had fun. I got a chance to meet a few performers take some pics and so on. I guess what I've learned from my experience is that everyone deals with grief differently.





I guess there is no right or wrong way. Although I have learned that there is healthy and not so healthy. I've also realized that no amount of grief is going to bring a loved one back. So the only real option left is to move on. It may sound cold but sometimes reality is. I could pine away forever but there's no undoing tragedy.





Anyway I have plans on traveling again later in the year, Los Angeles I hope. But I would like to add to that but not sure what else to do, the Caribbean maybe. Well thank you for indulging me if in fact anyone reads this until next time